Mood: Philosophical
Song of Choice: “Losing Grip” by Avril Laviene On TV Then thankfully I turn it off and turn on the Juliana Theory CD ahhh real music.
Topic: Visual Prejudgment
Days That Have Passed Since I sent Eric's Letter: 9 Weeks and 2 days
Days Until Spring Break:13
First off Good Luck to Peter and Jun they’re testing today I know they’ll do awesome and make us all proud!
Oh man I hate this chick right here(Avril)…with a Passion I mean lord. Like okay at first I was like wow look at that a girl that’s covered up…ahh look she dresses like a rocker THEN oh God her music reeks of pop music….it made me sad.
I mean I remember when she first came out everybody loved her and she was on every freakin teen magazine cover. Why? Because of the way she dressed? Was it because she seems to be that type of girl that every guy was scared to piss her off because she would kick his ass? So what? No no really come on. Like a million other girls across the US have been dressing that way from years you know. And millions of other girls have had that attitude for ages (Look at me J being a bitch long before Avril appeared on the scene.)But give credit where it's due I like this oen song...this one I can relate too and it has a good sound.
Another thing is that with any category of people labeling there go certain things. Now I hate being labeled because when you label someone you obviously don’t really know them but hell it’s going to happen you know…that’s just the way it is so I just accept it. Now take for instance your stereotypical stuff follow me on this. I’m making general observations no one take this too seriously this is just me thinking via type. These are just observations that I’ve made since coming here.
Let me pick an easy target: “Preps” (I know it’s a cheap shot) Okay…They’re the All American child you know…they have the look of it I guess I don’t know mind you some of them aren’t exactly the nicest or the most pure of what they look…you know appearances are deceiving but most of them are not all mentally there, there paths have been paved in Gold since the day they were born, and all that A&F AE stuff and they wouldn’t talk to the people reading this website unless their grade or their life depended on it…and even then they’d have to think about it.
NoW! Let’s look at the reverse of this the…um Anti Prep if you will. Um…take for instance the people who buy ALL their clothes from the Hot Topic—I don’t mean a couple of shirts or a few pants you know I mean everything I mean because hell what person doesn’t have at least one thing from the Hot Topic you know? I mean everything like even the underwear and socks can’t be from Wal-Mart. They are pretty much just like the preps except instead of A&F it’s Hot Topic they too would probably not talk to someone who didn’t look exactly like them. Are they being kinda Hypocritical? I mean if they’re like “aww Prep’s suck they’er always judging.” Aren’t they manifesting that which they stand against? Or perhaps it is just posing as what they think is cool?
Now what’s the point? Aren’t theses people worse than the preps? Follow me here. The general type of person that shops at the Hot Topic(Please generalizations this is just me making observations and thinking out load) would be from…the adult or other point of view someone such as a “Hip Hop” person…(yeah we got a lot of labels here )that is either 1)A “Goth” which to this day I don’t believe that someone should be called that just over appearance because I consider myself a Gothic Romantic thinker(see entry from like back in November or December) just like most of the people reading this but I don’t dress like a “Goth” I wear colors and such but I do enjoy black. 2) “Tortured and or Starving Artist or Musician“ or “Misunderstood” perhaps Depressed…I don’t know I hear that a lot when I wear a black shirt “Are you depressed?” “No I just happen to like the elegant color which is black besides I think I look cute in it. And no I’m not a Tortured Musician I’m a Artist Writer and Philosopher in fact ”(all that was a Joke) And my Favorite generalization 3) You worship Satan…I don’t get this because haha I wear like 2 crosses and know my Catholic Saints pretty well and the Our Lords Prayer (I think that’s what it’s called in English—I learned most of my stuff in Spanish) which is enough to get people to leave you alone on that one but sadly Jonnell gets that a lot(I think it’s because of a necklace a friend gave to her).
Now I’m not saying that you have to be any of these things to shop at the Hot Topic it’s just you know what people think…I like studying people and when I do I often contradict myself so yes her it comes…for a person to say be a cheerleader and shop at the Hot Topic…it would be like an anti-war activist wearing BDUs…it just doesn’t make sense. Just like a person wearing a band t-shirt and then they can’t name 2 songs by them. Like I said Hypocritical.
Now here’s the real point lol if I’m going to be labeled with some of these people (the “Goth” and “Hot Topic” people you know) for the love of God I want them to be intelligent please for the love of God! I mean because…even with the “Freak” Hierarchy here there are certain groups that don’t talk to the others. Like my group is pretty small Jonnell and Lisette and you know you have those friends that kinda branch out like Dan is my friend but he’s not in this particular group like I’m not in his group of Cedric, Ramon, and Tohren. But you know I hate being labeled with stupid people. I really do. Like there are some people I see every day that kinda dress like Lisette or Jonnell (hehe I’m poor I do the t-shirt and blue jean boots combo I like to think of it as…the Kim look kinda cloned from Sara Pezzini and Aya from PE lol Female Cop look tough gal) but they are very ditzy and I kinda shake my head and go…”God I share a stereotypical label with these people” and it would bother me so much if the teachers didn’t use it as like a guide as to say who hangs out with who you know.
Like my teachers can’t really guess lol because well Jonnell and Lisette kinda dress alike and Dan dresses like Dan and I talk to a cheerleader or two…just out of being pleasant and then Keisha always very covered up and then there’s other people because really I’ll talk to just bout anyone lol I’m a nice kid J but I mean teacher’s think you you hang with Lisette or Jonnell you must hang out with SO and SO (like say one of Jonnell’s friends that I’ve talked to like once) and then they go oh well So and SO is a stoner because he hangs out with so and so and so you must be too. I’m like…um I’m Kim…I don’t even know who you are talking about. Yeah Prejudgment is what this is about it happens a lot here it’s annoying.
I mean damn you know? Oh well that was long and drawn out. Lol I think that made no sense I just felt like writing about the High School Hierarchy. LoL because I think I started a Kou…a changing of rulers. I won’t get into it because I myself don’t understand it but Jonnell said I started a…trend of sorts me I don’t get it even after Jonnell explained it. I swear you talk about Posers and how whether your clothes are from the Hot Topic A&F or Wal Mart doesn’t really matter because they’re only for covering up and what matters it what you think and believe in…and according to Jonnell some people heard me and now have stoped purchasing things from Hot Topic…I myself am doubtful that it was my opinion and what I had to say because to those people I’m no one you know and that’s fine with me better to be truly solitary then to feel alone in a group you know? But I got my CHS people and a few people here so solitary perhaps isn’t the best term in general…apply that statement to classes then.
Yeah this made no sense right? Anyway if anyone thinks they understood that let me know and if you disagree with something I might have said but meant it one way but it came across another let me know too I’m always curious as to people’s opinions on anything negative or positive I like to know. I was just….um…making observations! I’ll take anyone’s opinion.
Song of Choice: “Losing Grip” by Avril Laviene On TV Then thankfully I turn it off and turn on the Juliana Theory CD ahhh real music.
Topic: Visual Prejudgment
Days That Have Passed Since I sent Eric's Letter: 9 Weeks and 2 days
Days Until Spring Break:13
First off Good Luck to Peter and Jun they’re testing today I know they’ll do awesome and make us all proud!
Oh man I hate this chick right here(Avril)…with a Passion I mean lord. Like okay at first I was like wow look at that a girl that’s covered up…ahh look she dresses like a rocker THEN oh God her music reeks of pop music….it made me sad.
I mean I remember when she first came out everybody loved her and she was on every freakin teen magazine cover. Why? Because of the way she dressed? Was it because she seems to be that type of girl that every guy was scared to piss her off because she would kick his ass? So what? No no really come on. Like a million other girls across the US have been dressing that way from years you know. And millions of other girls have had that attitude for ages (Look at me J being a bitch long before Avril appeared on the scene.)But give credit where it's due I like this oen song...this one I can relate too and it has a good sound.
Another thing is that with any category of people labeling there go certain things. Now I hate being labeled because when you label someone you obviously don’t really know them but hell it’s going to happen you know…that’s just the way it is so I just accept it. Now take for instance your stereotypical stuff follow me on this. I’m making general observations no one take this too seriously this is just me thinking via type. These are just observations that I’ve made since coming here.
Let me pick an easy target: “Preps” (I know it’s a cheap shot) Okay…They’re the All American child you know…they have the look of it I guess I don’t know mind you some of them aren’t exactly the nicest or the most pure of what they look…you know appearances are deceiving but most of them are not all mentally there, there paths have been paved in Gold since the day they were born, and all that A&F AE stuff and they wouldn’t talk to the people reading this website unless their grade or their life depended on it…and even then they’d have to think about it.
NoW! Let’s look at the reverse of this the…um Anti Prep if you will. Um…take for instance the people who buy ALL their clothes from the Hot Topic—I don’t mean a couple of shirts or a few pants you know I mean everything I mean because hell what person doesn’t have at least one thing from the Hot Topic you know? I mean everything like even the underwear and socks can’t be from Wal-Mart. They are pretty much just like the preps except instead of A&F it’s Hot Topic they too would probably not talk to someone who didn’t look exactly like them. Are they being kinda Hypocritical? I mean if they’re like “aww Prep’s suck they’er always judging.” Aren’t they manifesting that which they stand against? Or perhaps it is just posing as what they think is cool?
Now what’s the point? Aren’t theses people worse than the preps? Follow me here. The general type of person that shops at the Hot Topic(Please generalizations this is just me making observations and thinking out load) would be from…the adult or other point of view someone such as a “Hip Hop” person…(yeah we got a lot of labels here )that is either 1)A “Goth” which to this day I don’t believe that someone should be called that just over appearance because I consider myself a Gothic Romantic thinker(see entry from like back in November or December) just like most of the people reading this but I don’t dress like a “Goth” I wear colors and such but I do enjoy black. 2) “Tortured and or Starving Artist or Musician“ or “Misunderstood” perhaps Depressed…I don’t know I hear that a lot when I wear a black shirt “Are you depressed?” “No I just happen to like the elegant color which is black besides I think I look cute in it. And no I’m not a Tortured Musician I’m a Artist Writer and Philosopher in fact ”(all that was a Joke) And my Favorite generalization 3) You worship Satan…I don’t get this because haha I wear like 2 crosses and know my Catholic Saints pretty well and the Our Lords Prayer (I think that’s what it’s called in English—I learned most of my stuff in Spanish) which is enough to get people to leave you alone on that one but sadly Jonnell gets that a lot(I think it’s because of a necklace a friend gave to her).
Now I’m not saying that you have to be any of these things to shop at the Hot Topic it’s just you know what people think…I like studying people and when I do I often contradict myself so yes her it comes…for a person to say be a cheerleader and shop at the Hot Topic…it would be like an anti-war activist wearing BDUs…it just doesn’t make sense. Just like a person wearing a band t-shirt and then they can’t name 2 songs by them. Like I said Hypocritical.
Now here’s the real point lol if I’m going to be labeled with some of these people (the “Goth” and “Hot Topic” people you know) for the love of God I want them to be intelligent please for the love of God! I mean because…even with the “Freak” Hierarchy here there are certain groups that don’t talk to the others. Like my group is pretty small Jonnell and Lisette and you know you have those friends that kinda branch out like Dan is my friend but he’s not in this particular group like I’m not in his group of Cedric, Ramon, and Tohren. But you know I hate being labeled with stupid people. I really do. Like there are some people I see every day that kinda dress like Lisette or Jonnell (hehe I’m poor I do the t-shirt and blue jean boots combo I like to think of it as…the Kim look kinda cloned from Sara Pezzini and Aya from PE lol Female Cop look tough gal) but they are very ditzy and I kinda shake my head and go…”God I share a stereotypical label with these people” and it would bother me so much if the teachers didn’t use it as like a guide as to say who hangs out with who you know.
Like my teachers can’t really guess lol because well Jonnell and Lisette kinda dress alike and Dan dresses like Dan and I talk to a cheerleader or two…just out of being pleasant and then Keisha always very covered up and then there’s other people because really I’ll talk to just bout anyone lol I’m a nice kid J but I mean teacher’s think you you hang with Lisette or Jonnell you must hang out with SO and SO (like say one of Jonnell’s friends that I’ve talked to like once) and then they go oh well So and SO is a stoner because he hangs out with so and so and so you must be too. I’m like…um I’m Kim…I don’t even know who you are talking about. Yeah Prejudgment is what this is about it happens a lot here it’s annoying.
I mean damn you know? Oh well that was long and drawn out. Lol I think that made no sense I just felt like writing about the High School Hierarchy. LoL because I think I started a Kou…a changing of rulers. I won’t get into it because I myself don’t understand it but Jonnell said I started a…trend of sorts me I don’t get it even after Jonnell explained it. I swear you talk about Posers and how whether your clothes are from the Hot Topic A&F or Wal Mart doesn’t really matter because they’re only for covering up and what matters it what you think and believe in…and according to Jonnell some people heard me and now have stoped purchasing things from Hot Topic…I myself am doubtful that it was my opinion and what I had to say because to those people I’m no one you know and that’s fine with me better to be truly solitary then to feel alone in a group you know? But I got my CHS people and a few people here so solitary perhaps isn’t the best term in general…apply that statement to classes then.
Yeah this made no sense right? Anyway if anyone thinks they understood that let me know and if you disagree with something I might have said but meant it one way but it came across another let me know too I’m always curious as to people’s opinions on anything negative or positive I like to know. I was just….um…making observations! I’ll take anyone’s opinion.
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